Suits and fentanyl. A memory and a moment that gutted me. The certain pain and ache in the small and sharp, heartbreaking and haunting memories and moments we lived. That keep living in me and Raffa.
That video makes me tear up for two different reasons...every single time I watch it. (I watched it multiple times on Insta and even took a screenshot because it made my heart so happy.)
It's one of the most loving and heartwarming moments I've had the privilege to witness outside of my own small family. And it breaks my heart all over again that Raffa's daddy isn't here anymore. It's an incredible moment to have captured, Chloe.
Wonderful post, friend. I love your writing. And I love reading about all your thoughts and memories with John.
That is the one video I can bear to watch. I love looking at photos, but I am just not in a place where I can watch videos of John ... except that one. I watch it over and over.
Raffa is such a tender, loving guy. And John was such an amazing role model for what it looks like to be a strong, kind, sensitive, and caring man. ♥︎
As always, friend, thank you for reading and for the encouragement and love.
Thank you, Aunt Sandra, as always for reading ... and for your love and support. That happens to be the one video I can bear to watch. I love looking at photos of John, but I am just not in a place where I can watch videos of him yet ... except that one.
Raffa is such a tender, loving guy. And John was such an amazing role model for what it looks like to be a strong, kind, sensitive, and caring man. ♥︎
Thank you for sharing these stories, Chloe. The suit story really gets to me. Perhaps because the excitement of the position gets to me, too, and how I would want to dress my best to show up for it. The disappointment resonates and the hopefulness of the decision to cancel the order is, even now, so hopeful. And then therefore so incredibly heartbreaking.
On another note, I love reading what you write. The context, of course, but the way you use words. It’s inspiring and makes me thankful I’m beginning to read again. My vocabulary is at an all time low it feels like these days, and listening to your words in my head as I read is bringing a part of me back to life. Thank you again for sharing what you write. ❤️
That video makes me tear up for two different reasons...every single time I watch it. (I watched it multiple times on Insta and even took a screenshot because it made my heart so happy.)
It's one of the most loving and heartwarming moments I've had the privilege to witness outside of my own small family. And it breaks my heart all over again that Raffa's daddy isn't here anymore. It's an incredible moment to have captured, Chloe.
Wonderful post, friend. I love your writing. And I love reading about all your thoughts and memories with John.
That is the one video I can bear to watch. I love looking at photos, but I am just not in a place where I can watch videos of John ... except that one. I watch it over and over.
Raffa is such a tender, loving guy. And John was such an amazing role model for what it looks like to be a strong, kind, sensitive, and caring man. ♥︎
As always, friend, thank you for reading and for the encouragement and love.
Sending you and raffa so much love this week 🤍
The love in that video is so tangible, I'm so glad you captured that special moment. <3
Chloe.....THANK-YOU for sharing the video of Raffa with his Daddy ♡
So PRECIOUS, POWERFUL, AND ENDEARING♥︎♥︎♥︎
The love they shared as Father & Son! Raffa has such a tender touch,
conversing so lovingly with John. And, John soaking up the love between the two of them with contentment♡♥︎♡♥︎
Thank you, Aunt Sandra, as always for reading ... and for your love and support. That happens to be the one video I can bear to watch. I love looking at photos of John, but I am just not in a place where I can watch videos of him yet ... except that one.
Raffa is such a tender, loving guy. And John was such an amazing role model for what it looks like to be a strong, kind, sensitive, and caring man. ♥︎
Thank you for sharing these stories, Chloe. The suit story really gets to me. Perhaps because the excitement of the position gets to me, too, and how I would want to dress my best to show up for it. The disappointment resonates and the hopefulness of the decision to cancel the order is, even now, so hopeful. And then therefore so incredibly heartbreaking.
On another note, I love reading what you write. The context, of course, but the way you use words. It’s inspiring and makes me thankful I’m beginning to read again. My vocabulary is at an all time low it feels like these days, and listening to your words in my head as I read is bringing a part of me back to life. Thank you again for sharing what you write. ❤️